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how crazy it is to be anything at all
Jul. 1st, 2024 12:02 ami believe i am in love with a boy, he's my age but slightly older by a couple of months. he's considered to be on the "ugly" side, which i don't believe. he's very beautiful in my eyes. he's very funny, and makes a lot of jokes. sometimes i think i could listen to him all day long. the thing is he is in love with another girl. and i am okay with that. i just want him to be happy. another thing, i would never be able to be the girlfriend he's always wanted as i am transgender. to be honest, it's killing me a little knowing he would never be mine. but, i would rather not lose him as a friend. i need him more than the air i breathe. and if it means keeping him as my bestfriend while he rants about this girl, i am okay with that. i always say love, don't i? do i like him as much i love him? probably not. aha, i'm tired. goodnight.
me as a person
Jun. 4th, 2024 10:10 amhello. this is my first entry into this website.
i get sad at night. i don't know how else to start to this post. at night, i think of all the people who did me wrong, and all the people that i did wrong. i am not a good person, but i think that's okay. there is no good people in the world, only people who want to be better. i think that's admirable. it's nice, really. but i am not those people and they are not me. i'm not trying to be better. i am simply me. isn't that enough? many people i know would disagree, as i am not the person they thought i would be. i don't care though. the most important thing to me is to stay true to myself, which i find special. humans are interesting, as we were all the same yet so different. do i sound crazy? perhaps i do. i don't mind that though, being a little crazy is what makes me interesting. maybe i am not real. that's okay.
i get sad at night. i don't know how else to start to this post. at night, i think of all the people who did me wrong, and all the people that i did wrong. i am not a good person, but i think that's okay. there is no good people in the world, only people who want to be better. i think that's admirable. it's nice, really. but i am not those people and they are not me. i'm not trying to be better. i am simply me. isn't that enough? many people i know would disagree, as i am not the person they thought i would be. i don't care though. the most important thing to me is to stay true to myself, which i find special. humans are interesting, as we were all the same yet so different. do i sound crazy? perhaps i do. i don't mind that though, being a little crazy is what makes me interesting. maybe i am not real. that's okay.
